Tuesday, July 3, 2018

Face

You're not that nice
though you pretend to be
when everyone can see
but I've seen your face
your fucked up
not for public face
that frightening face
when you let how screwed up
and fucked up
you are 
out
and it's too late
because I want you
even though I know 
you're going to kill me

Friday, June 22, 2018

Sad Girls

I'm going to be born again. 
My arms are groaning
as they grow.
Don't go.
You're gonna miss me
when you go. 
I found my crowd
floundering without you
but I still want you
I'll still have you.
I forget you
when I'm lying down
lost in my mother 
and all her sad songs
that she wrote down
Miss Sylvia P
her little latin daughter
with her daddy issues
and her flowery
happy endings
Jennifer J
our big sister
with the lips
and the cocaine heart
Lana D
I'm hanging with my sad girls
until you don't mean a thing to me.

Wednesday, June 13, 2018

Monster

Being self aware enough 
to say you are a monster
doesn't take away the fangs 
that you've sunk into my skin.
You're still a monster
even when you tell me
you're sorry.

Thursday, May 31, 2018

Simply_simple

She says she wants to be one of us
but she's too busy
plugging the hole in her heart
with cheap plugs
for products she won't use
to get down with us.
You're not one of us.
Simply simple.
Simply same as everyone else.
Simply someone that appeals to everyone to up your subs.
Deep as a puddle.
Derping around Disney and dropping hints.
Crying that nobody understands her
when there is nothing to understand.
Simply someone who wanted more.
Simply someone who couldn't change.
Simply salty that she'll never be sultry.
Simply the same as every other awkward aesthetic wannabe.
Simply simple.
Simply unsubscribe.

Tuesday, May 29, 2018

Like, Comment, Subscribe

All these girls
will tell you how to be a girl
on their youtube shitshows.

Tie up your hair.
Break out the blush. 
Buy all this shit.
Put all this shit all over your face.
All over your fucking face
bitch.
I LOVE YOU.
I COULDN'T DO THIS WITHOUT YOU.
Do you want to be ugly?
No?
Then you better like.
You better subscribe.
You better comment.
I'm going to stay here and wait.
I'll be waiting to reply.
You better fucking comment.
Buy the expensive miracle cream.
Smear it on your ugly face.
You're ugly.
Did I tell you that you're ugly. 
You're all so beautiful.
I love you.
I love your face
but buy the cream.
I got it for free.
You have to buy it.
It costs more than the camera I'm using for this video.
Buy it.
BUY IT.
BUY THE CREAM.
Paste the cream over your tears.
Leave a comment.
Subscribe.
I LOVE YOU.
Leave a comment.
Put your thumbs up.
Put your thumbs up.
Click the thumbs until your thumbs break.
Buy my entire description box.
Let me tell you how to be beautiful.
Don't you DARE tell me
that the way I sell you to my advertisers and sponsors is ugly.
Don't you DARE tell me
that the way I sit before you in free creams and free surgery is ugly.
LIKE ME.
CLICK ME.
BUY ME.

All these girls
will tell you how to be a girl
on their youtube shitshows
but you don't have to listen.
I promise.
You don't have to listen.

Wednesday, March 21, 2018

Payment

They always get what they want
because luck takes plastic
and turns it into magic
but he doesn't take cold hard cash
that has given up
and needs a miracle.

Wednesday, January 24, 2018

Night

He didn't want to be with me
and I didn't care
until it was the middle of the night
and I woke up
wondering how I'd fucked it up so badly.

Monday, January 1, 2018

New Year's Resolutions

  1. Stop thinking about you.
  2. Be more like her.
  3. Find someone new.
  4. Be what you prefer.
  5. Be free.
  6. Be free.
  7. Be free.
  8. Be yours again.

Tuesday, December 12, 2017

Drink Driving

Drinking
driving
dangerous
are you ready for us?
are you into it?
are you up for it?
You're not ready for me
baby.


Friday, September 15, 2017

Friday

Friday feels crazy
showing off my youth
showing off my smile
hoping you'll come dance with me
hoping you'll be mine tonight
baby don't leave me now
I'm not here without you
don't you know that
by now?